I don’t really post on here that much but I need somewhere to vent other than Twitter. No one reads my shit anyways. I feel like everyone has giving up on me, other than my boyfriend. I’m 16, and I know how cliche this is all going to sound but it’s also the truth. I would be so lost in this world without him, and I don’t know who I would turn to. I’m so dependent on him and I feel he is the only person that knows how to make me happy anymore. He sees the good in me, and there’s not a lot. I’d say 97% of me is all worthlessness and shit, but I guess he doesn’t see that. Sometimes it’s good to know that there will always be that one person by your side no matter what. He’s so much more than just a boy to me. But anyways, I’m usually the type of person to tell everyone to keep their head up, and always look at the bright side of things, but for the past maybe 3 weeks or so I’ve been hating probably everything about myself. I’m not sure why, but I just can’t seem to keep positive anymore. I feel so alone in this world. But I’m fortunate enough to have at least one person that would care if I wasn’t here, so that’s a good enough reason to even want to live.